Fucking bastard. He was supposed to be different.

Oh well, I won't be alone anyway. It's me, I always have someone else.

&& she was never happier
laying in his arms
her fingers linked with his

I never want this to end. I'm so happy, words cannot describe.

10.18.06.

My wish: Please God, make this one last. Don't let him break my heart like the others.

Hi JustOnePersonInThisWorld! It's been 950 (wow, that's a big number) days since you joined Xanga... won't you support us by going Premium?

lmfao!!

Yay for finding a really great guy!! I'm super SUPER happy! After all that it was worth it. I found an amazing guy and I hope this lasts.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (x10)

Lessons learned today:

1. Not all guys are assholes. I re-found someone who I cared about deeply and he cared about me just as much. We had a falling out but things are looking up.

2. Weird things happen. It's a small world. Even people you didn't expect to be in a car accident and be seriously injured might be.

I'm still having problems understand why some people don't take mulitple hints and don't realize you need something from them but don't want to ask because it's pushing yourself on them. Oh well I guess their money will go to waste because um I'm getting them?

Whatever. I will never ever understand other people. That's one of my biggest flaws.

Goodnight.

Homecoming week/weekend.

Yay... I'm missing my senior homecoming to sit at home alone.

Yea... cheese-its are my best friend right now